Title : IDENTITY CRISIS.....yeps duck paddling hard...
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IDENTITY CRISIS.....yeps duck paddling hard...
I HAVE TO SHARE THIS.....Right, Im scared. I have anxiety a little.
I NEED TO REORIENTATE
I have had a few weeks of greatness,
I felt that sun on my face.
And now
Its so limboland of absolute shambles.
Ive been on call for a lot of people
Now I need to FOCUS
On tomorrow.
I feel like a headless chicken running in and out of the coop
Am I dying? - omg let me be with my family and friends and see you all
and then
Oh I am alive - I need to carry on with things, be normal, get a job.
Oh my god I need a job. I feel like I am navigating a sunken ship sometimes.
I know I need to call someone.
I will show my moment of weakness. I know I am not invincible.
I am feeling weak.
then there is pain
and it all falls apart and I think am I able to cope with a job?
Its scary.
A busy mind takes the focus away I think.
But does it always? Doesnt the fear creep back in?
You can think that your dying....
or
You can believe you are living and find something to do.
Hopefully you can work through and it in pain.
Dont get too high
Dont get too low
I BETTER MAKE THIS A GOOD CHOICE.
TIS JOB I MEAN
What do I want to do with my life.
Christ I need help.
I mean really.
Isnt it just the weirdest situation.
I want my art, my food, my loves...
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