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Blue skies and beautiful memories....
I just learned this evening that an old pal Steve who I worked with in Iceland passed away on Monday. It just breaks my heart. Steve lived 2 years and one month after he was diagnosed. I worked with Steve in the best gaming company in the world, CCP in Iceland. May he rest in peace. What a great guy he was. A tower of strength. God bless him. xxxToday I went for my first metastatic breast cancer gathering in Arc. It was just so lovely to meet others in the same boat from all walks of life. I loved every minute listening to them, laughing with them, comforting them. We all listened to each of their stories and I felt for the first time, that they actually know what you are going through. It was probably the most cathartic day of this surreal adventure.
We also celebrated the groups first year anniversay, on my first day. There were two other newbies too, which was lovely. We all listened and admired each others strength. I see how far I have come as the others shared their stories. I have been through the pain, the weakness, the pale, awfully sick side of cancer and I feel like somehow I am on another side, at least for the moment. Its not been easy, but I have visualised myself well for the last 2 years, full of energy and today I could see I am just that. I thank my lucky stars for this plateau I am on. Who knows what has actually got me here. I want to stay right here. STABLE - we all laughed is the word we have all come to adore!!
I know all I have done to get me there, by pushing away the chocolates and the cake today, probably hasnt been saving my life. But at the end of the day, I feel like by only putting good things into my body, I give myself control over the situation. For if I didnt feel well I would have only myself to blame by not giving my body every opportunity to heal. Thats why I do what I do.
Anyway we all have our own paths. We all have our own crossroads. And I thank god for my sun tan!!! lol. Theres nothing quite like that feeling when everyone says you look so well. Well, because I am doing my upmost to heal myself. No holes barred here folks. Not to say I didnt have the slice of raw cake in Happy Pear with my lovely sister in laws and Mum. One has to live after all. But still, no dairy, no sugar and getting that juice inside the system. Took a snap on the dart on the way out to Greystones. Oh Ireland you are unreal sometimes. What a beauty you are and thanks for helping me see all the beauty around me.
The cake was gas though..FUCK CANCER it said on it.....This is one very insightful bunch and I am delighted to be part of them. We are all in the same boat and are there for each other. Its a wonderful world.
Love fix
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