Title : The beautiful path....
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The beautiful path....
So Ive been reading alot, as you can imagine into many different areas. I had actually wrote a very scientific blog post about all my research and deleted it by an accident. So I guess no one was supposed to see it. Its funny how things happen. I bought a mirror the other day in a second hand shop for 3 euro and I left it down to answer my phone and walked off without it. Like I have a glitch in my life. I couldnt remember where I had left it as I sat in a few places while talking on the phone. Anyway I wasnt supposed to have it. No mirrors in my artwork - theres enough reflection already there!So why are you here?
Why are you reading this blog?
Why am I even writing this blog now?
Whats your lifes purpose?
Big questions arent they.
Its funny, isnt it when I begin to ask questions. Or we begin to ask ourselves why we do certain things. Its good to question ourselves and take that time out to do so. All our souls have a purpose. And I guess mine was to live this life. To live in the moment for I really dont know when this moment will end. But sure no one knows when this moment will end. Thats why I guess I am sort of lucky as I cherish every single living moment. I guess thats the plus side of having a condition in my body that everyone fears.
The fear has dissipated for me somewhat. I no longer hold that strong sense of worry in me and cry at everything. There is a sense of ease. Its taken time but I feel calm, thank god. When I meet like minded people who are able to talk about their feelings and emotions I find it very soothing to listen to other peoples fears and whats going on in their lives. I guess having this experience has led me to understanding alot more about life and about death.
A pal of mine who did a documentary on me, which was taken down as a journalist said that I was giving cancer patients false hope. (Its a bit shocking really - false hope is something I am not doing. I am living my life and was showing others how I was trying to stay as well as I could.) Anyway we were chatting about doing another documentary and talking about life and death. I know it sounds a bit morbid, but you know it just puts things into perspective really. We are here on this earth for a short amount of time. We have all been given gifts. I am still sort of trying to find out what mine is. I know I am a good communicator and I know I am a good listener. I love to be with my family and pals and have fun. I love to make food. But whats my gift? I think its just writing these words. I think its just reaching out and just putting a slant on things that we havent thought about lately. I think its just being me, being true, having the faith, living with no fear and being there for you and loving every moment of it.
Cheesey I know - goats cheese!! 💓
Fi x
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