Title : Moment to moment....
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Moment to moment....
The nature of life is that we stand in a state of unknowing.Most fear is not of the unknown but of letting go of the known.
A habitual mind allows no room for experience or magic.
A habitual mind is an insensitive mind.
knocking out a few habits today.....
I have a very habitual mind when it comes to learning more and more about the disfunction I have in my body. Everyday I discover something new along my path. Everyday I sense and endevour new possibilities to overcome it. I am overcoming it when I live my life to the fullest.
I repeat to myself -
Everyday in everyway I am getting better and better. (thanks to Antoinette)
Another mantra I love is -
I lovingly forgive all of the past. I choose to fill my world with joy. I love and approve of myself. (Louise Hay and Sheila)
I start at the beginning nearly everyday. Why? Because I want to change my view everyday. I want to experience life everyday with fresh eyes and ears. Its is only then that I am in a constant state of willing to learn more about myself and my challenges. It allows me to be humbled by my ignorance, my vunerability and my awkwardness when it comes to certain things I have to deal with. Its hard to be independent sometimes as I depend so much on others but it is also what is pulling me up this mountain too, to have my independence and life back again. The future is bright and beautiful minute by minute, I am healing myself everyday through willpower and love. I am sometimes silenced in my inarticulation of that knowing sense that everything will be alright. I have achieved a sense of calm thank god.
Life is letting go of attachment. Letting go of whats known. Every moment must die for the next one to come into being. Moments come and go and its how we react to them that shapes our lives. Its through hardship, difficult moments and problems that we understand who we truely are, where our strength lies, the reality we live in and the essence of our own unique selves. I was given this for a reason and for that reason I welcome it into my amazing life.
I was so saddened to hear that Emma Hannigan has been told by her doctors that theres nothing more they can do for her. How soul destroying. I just dont want to let someone else tell me that. Hence I have wanted to take this fight into my own hands from the start. I have had so many people message me today to ask how many more chemotherapies do I have. There is no answer to that question as its pallative chemo until it affects my other organs and kills my immune system and then one goes to the hospice...sad really but reality.
So its just given me the biggest jolt of my life and I am going very head strong into my diet and lifestyle this week on.
Unfortunately or fortunately I dont think this chemo I am on is suiting me. I have a rash on my feet and hands and tingling all over them. Sore to walk. So I guess another game plan needs to be put in place.
Over and out lovers,
Fi x(ing) xxxx
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